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[23 Oct 2004|06:28pm] |
You have Black Wings! Your feathers are dark, raven
black, which can also be spiny and scaly. No
one really knows why your feathers are this
dark, because you always conceal yourself with
a bubble. A great sadness surrounds you, and
you take it out on others and the world. In
Spite of your beauty, your inside is twisted
and dead, because you were hurt so badly that
youre heart couldnt take it. Before, your wings
were white, and slowly, when your life was
changing, so was the color. You have no
friends, because you cant let anyone get too
close to you. Grief fills your heart, though
anger blinds your eyes.
What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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| why? |
[03 Oct 2004|01:17am] |
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holy fuck...I hate life...why me? I'm such a good friend. At least thats always the excuse
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| what for? |
[19 Jun 2004|12:03am] |
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I have not fucking idea why people like to gossip. I'd like to understnad but i'm still trying to figure it out myself. Whatever. If people constantly want to open their mouths to make them feel better then let them go ahead. (my interpretation) people only gossip because they're jealous of what the other person wants and cant have. that is all.
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| summer, yuck |
[07 Jun 2004|07:13pm] |
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its summer....yuck...it's sticky, it's humid and i hate it...but concerts and late nights make it worth the heat...but i still hate it.
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[13 May 2004|05:57pm] |
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meh, things have been better...yet things are still screwed up...what can i say....hahaha
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[02 Apr 2004|11:24pm] |
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I'm not one to write in this journal thing with very personal things but i guess i'll try. I guess that things have been really weird lately with sum ppl and sometimes i wish that i could just walk away and come back when things get better. but like always i'm trying to improve my character and i really dont think that it's working...when i do try, it seems as if i make the people around me pissed off. i really can't win. i dont think that anyone can. I dont know why. I've offically moved and i'm scared. Scared for many things: for one that some of the relationships that i hold dear to me could possibly be shattered by the distance between me and those certain ppl. Then again, it could also be a test in the way that if i want and value those relationships like i do, then i WILL make them work. I'm just really scared. I feel left out. I dont wanna make new friends for the simple fear of making the wrong ones. My judging of some1's character is not that great. Its taken me so long to let someone in my heart and to trust them yet, i find it the hardest thing to keep the trust in that person because so many ppl have taken the trust and abused it or possibly i have given too much too soon. I've said it b4 and i'll say it again: I'm scared.
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[18 Mar 2004|06:23pm] |
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This march break has pretty much been fun...with nothing to do but lounge around and chill with a bunch of people. Fun people i might add. Anyways....its almost over and i'm thinking about giving myself another week for march break but then again i really cant afford to...hmmm...want to be in the sun somewhere otherthan Canada...but, nothing i can do about it..i must first find employment...whatever
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| WHY!?!?!?!???!? |
[04 Mar 2004|05:31pm] |
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why do people have to leave? I hate the fact that people have to go...why? Can't they just stay here...espically when you're close to them why must they go?!!?!?! I HATE it! And then it takes forever or at least it feels like forever for them to return. Pfft whatever i guess i cant do anything but wait.
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| turd |
[22 Feb 2004|03:18pm] |
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I hate using the "amazing" but that is the word that basically describes the weekend i had. But if there was a word that was better and i knew of it i would so definitely use it. Thanks turd, your the best.
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| another one cuz i 4got |
[16 Feb 2004|12:14pm] |
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ya and i forgot to thank Rob and Tom for helping me out and for everything nice they have ever done for me.. THANK YOU!
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| yet some more bull shit. |
[16 Feb 2004|12:11pm] |
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ya so anyways...yet again my car is broken...what a big surprise...i feel like taking it to a cliff and driving it off of the cliff (without me inside because my life is good right now) hahaha. But today i woke up nice and early and took it to the mechanics and they fixed it for me but i know it wont be long before my car is broken agian. Its ok because, like i said before, my life it pretty satisfying now, and i like it.
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[04 Feb 2004|10:37am] |
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OMG!!!! BITHCES! they dropped my photography course..what sluts. just because the teacher wont be returning.. what a dumb ass this school sucks ass and now i'm left to pick another fuckin' course what a bitch! whatever I'm PISSED!
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| stuff sucks |
[08 Jan 2004|09:01am] |
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ya so yesterday was fun. tried to see billy talent and there was no fucking way that i was gonna wait in a line so fucking long. Oh well, did somthing better instead, watched Big Fish. Very good movie...different from whats coming out its not all of that action and fighting bullshit you find out now... whatever, go watch it. And omg Anna....what was up with that hockey game? please explain what the fuck went wrong. thanks.
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[05 Jan 2004|05:37pm] |
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okay. hi.
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